Considering

I consider you are calling now because you can't stop thinking about what coulda woulda shoulda been last night. And my mini tantrum and pleas for attention got the best of you after you tried to shove me off earlier today. Sanding floors and finishing wood sounds more interesting in conversation then it is in actuality. And your curiosity got the better of you for what I do with my body in the night are the thoughts that get you through the day. So I consider the fact that you are calling to get you the juicy morsels that will make the sweating and tiresome work you will do today tolerable as the radio plays in the background and you realize NPR is not as good as it used to be. I consider that your ejaculations are not as powerful as they once were and so now even having cum only two nights ago after talking to me you still do not feel satisfied and I consider that now when you look down at your naked body and wrinkled hands you Wonder "will she still want me like she did". I do consider that I am getting younger as the years are rolling on. My life path is bringing me full cups from the fountain of youth. My smile is wider and my laugh deeper then it ever was when when you called me "mine"

And I consider all of these things when your name comes across the screen. I will always answer your boatman's call, I will always leave the light on and I will always make love, if even to a different man.